Half way to no where.

3/4 teaching degree....I have dyslexia and ADD. Went into sales and was side tracked and then the kids came... made good money so I but it on hold..... now wife is the major money maker. I have a part time job to to the help with the kids. I love to coach and have done well....football softball...at all levels but pro. my wife and I having troubles she is depressed with the passing of her mother...we have sex 8 to 10 times a year the last 8 to 10 years. I blame myself for not making money and the troubles...I hate my job.I leave early when I can don't take not much voluntary over time. But money is still not there. We make about 100K a year. We have 5 kids private school and now comes college. I can picture myself in the ground...no pain for me..but not others...so I stay. No love.. and body to share with...nobody knows because of the mask.


Noel's response

I suggest you see a counselor to help you sort out your feelings, and where you want to go with your life. I also recommend David Hawkins's book .

You may find help for your ADD, as well as help discovery how to have more joy in your life.

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